*Boys will be Boys*

This Blog is dedicated to my boys: Benjamin John Sr. and Benjamin John Jr.




Boys will be boys.. But i do have to say the 2 boys i have are pretty awesome...

My Husband.. it drives me nuts how he leaves his socks ALL OVER the house... and his tshirts he stuffs them into the corner of the bed in the middle of the night when he gets to hot... or how he hangs his shirts on the back of the dining room chairs... but i do have to say i dont mind picking up after him.. because i am so lucky that he is WILLING and wants to work for his family... Even though he doesnt like pickles or mayo or anything creamy... i will still cook his favorite foods make them as plain as i can... because i love him! I will still pick up his socks and shirts just because it makes me think of him while he is gone and makes me miss him even more and more every min of the day and get excited when it gets closer to the time he gets home and pray for him all day that he gets home safely!! I love my husband and i dont think that i can say it enough... or loud enough... i am so thankful for him! He is perfect in every way! I love falling inlove with him more and more every day! I love that he falls in love with me more every day! I love that he is an awesome father! and i love that his son adores him more and more every day! I love my Husband! he is a dream come true my knight in shining armor!

My son:
Adorable thats all i can say! He drives me nuts by pulling on my pajama pants and pulls them down... ALL DAY LONG....or how he picks up the phone and calls people and they call me back yelling at me to control my child... or the fact that he is just as a pick eater as his father is....but like i said i wouldnt change it for the world! I love my son... he is so funny and cute.. i laugh all day with him ... even after i just yelled at him not to touch the dog bowl... and he dilibratly touches it and swirls whatever is in his tiny hands around in a circle and says "no no no" but in the cutest little voice... that i just have to run over to him and give him kisses and make him laugh all day! I am so thankful i am able to stay home with him to see his every move and every doing every day! I love how my son loves the beach... just as i did when i was young... i love how he runs right for the water as soon as i put him down... i love how he says "yum yum" while he is eating his dinner... i love how he snuggles me as soon as he wakes up for a good half hour! I love how his little lips make a circle and says "ohhhooooo" "waaaas daaaaat" in the cutest voice ever... while he points to the shiniest thing in the room.... I love my son I love that he is mine! I love that God Blessed me with him!

I love My family I love my life! My life as Mrs. Zimbleman! forever and ever!
God.. thankyou for picking me to be this baby's mommy and to be this mans wife! Thankyou!

Fathers Day!

1 John 3 vs. 1
See how very much our Father loves us, for He calls us His children, and that is what we are!


God i thankyou for being my father.. to be there for me to help me guide my son to be as u are! Thankyou for forgiving my sins and being there to help me back up when i fall... to open the door when the other one has closed.. Thankou for everything you have given me... Thankyou for Loving me! Thankyou! Thankyou!



Well today is fathers day! I am so thankful for the father i have... Yes times growing up werent always the way they should be.. but my father tried his hardest to be the best he could... There was always a roof over my head.. my belly was always full... even spending the weeks/weekends at the shore were always enjoyable for both my father and I! Today is a day to recognize my father.. he is an awesome father! and an awesome Grandfather! i love you dad!



My husband:
He is an outstanding man! I can not say it enough... he is an awesome father.. and awesome husband.. an awesome best friend! He is everything! My world would be lost with out him in it! Happy fathers day to him! he deserves a special day as this to himself! Today.. we will be spending it together.. and i am very thankful for that.. i am very thankful for him and i want him to know it! Happy Fathers day babe!




Happy Fathers Day!

Carnival!

Last night.....
Last night we went to the Carnival...We have been doing this forever.. be4 we had kids.. there is Just something about the carnivlal.. the bright lights.. the smell of the food.. kids laughing and screaming... it just brings such joy to my night! I guess thats why i love the Boardwalk as well!!! I do have to say though.. i was pretty sad when i saw that they didnt have the "Zipper" set up... but i guess that that is better on the safety aspect... I just never had a fear for any rides.. i would still go on them even if the night be4 it was stuck upside down for 1/2 hour.. and they "sware" that it was fine or that the old rickety thing was wobbling around while you were up in the air a million miles up and no way down~ God really has protected me in my crazy doings! LOL! Well last night was benny's first "real" carnival.. i mean i took him last year but being only a few months old.. he really didnt get it... so this year.. we got our hands stamped (all access to every ride) I feel so blessed that my son has no fear... his first ride was the Carousel... HE LOVED IT!!!! Laughing and giggling the whole time.. swingng his head back and forth to the music... then when it was finished.. he followed it by an "AAWWW DONE" follwed by screams of "NO NO NO!!!!" Yes that was my kid screaming... but very quickly was he distracted by his cousins on another ride! he also loved squeezing into a ride that went high in the air (for a 1 year old) that flew! He was so cute with his little feet just sticking straight out.. lol! And also on the Ferris wheel... it almost put him to sleep... after we got off of that the Carnival was slowing down and all the craziesness was dying down.. so we decided to take advantage of the situation and go on more rides.. (by this time it was 10:00) lol Benny went on the little beep beep cars.. with his big cousin Kylie! My sister and I couldnt stop laughing at his little head peeking over the wheel and how funny he was! so stinking cute! All in all we had an awesome time! The baby enjoyed it too! We got home by 11!!! I cant wait to take him to the Boardwalk and let him ride on more rides! He is just such an awesome baby fearless nonetheless... and that makes me happy.. maybe one day when he is bigger he will be the one going on the "Upsidedown" rides! lol! maybe.... I am so thankful he has 2 amazing cousins to help him on the rides too! we wold be lost with out them! I love doing things with my sister as our husbands work overtime for us to be able to do the things we do! I am very thankful for them! I love my family and I love my sister and her family! We would be lost without eachother!

I woldnt be who i am today if i werent for the choices i made!

Well this is my first post... I have been wanting to start blogging about my every day life for a while.. but when it comes to writing i am not the greatest... so bare with me... i have so much in and on my mind lately good things and bad things.. so maybe if i write it and get it out... i will feel better rather then keeping it all bottled up....=)
Well..lets start...
Life hasnt always been that easy for me... I was always the kid who never did good in school, always got into fights... friends came and went... but the reason is.. is because of the choices i made... Now me as an adult i look back at those dumb choices i made... i wouln't change them.. reason being is because if i didn't make those choices i probobly wouldn't be the woman who i am today!
This past five years have been tough~ I met my Husband in April of 2005 when i came bacl from St. Thomas with an "ex". I met him in Prospectors... i thought he was the cutest kid there... so one night when i was "scooping icecream" he was behind me and he said... "what ya doing tonight? wanna come to my house.. i have a hot tub" and if u know me.. i was alway looking to do something.. i dont like to be alone! so i went... from there on out we never been apart! i moved in with him about 3 months down the line... He was my best friend... my love! I knew from there it would be forever! Dont get me wrong we had our times.. but in the end we always made up!
His family would always get in between our relationship.. (the ben ken and keri relationship) so one day we decided we were going to move out and get a place of our own to see if it was really real.. and to see if it was really what we wanted! So we got up packed our 1 room and moved out to 118 A Gardenia drive... Best move ever! we didnt have much but our families helped us out with as much as they could! Hand~me~downs... buying us stuff... all the greatness!

So here we are out of Bens dads house not even a week and we go to a wedding.. the following monday I took a pregnancy test... i just thought that i would just take it and get it over with and stop being parinoid and then i look down... and POSITIVE! I couldnt believe my eyes! I was shocked so i took 2 more and they were both POSITIVE!!! I had no idea what to do next where to go how to do it... so this being 815 am i called ben (mind u.. he has been at work only 15 min of his day and he had to sit in a cubby hole all ay by himself and had to be quiet!!!) Me i am screaming on the phone... and all he can say is "ok" "Go to your sisters" now Thankfully my sister lived only a block from me right behind my house... i ran there... busted down her door and rushed her into her room and told her..She made me feel so much better she directed me to what to do.. and how to do it... Then we went and told my mom.. she was so happy! Finally her baby was having a baby! That day i will never forget! That was the day my life changed!
I would have to say my pregnancy was pretty easy.. minus the headaches... 2nd trimester ALL DAY sickness... test after test.. blood draw after blood draw... i wouldnt change it for the world! I was pregnant! so excited! and to tell u what i cant wait to do it all again to have another one!!!! Call me crazy but in the end... its all worth it to me!
When i had my baby it was easy! Ben was amazed and was amazing when i had Benny.. I was very thankful to have my sister and mom there as well.. They were the best! Idk what i am going to do with the next kid because one of them is going to have to stay with benners... so that day will be hard! But we will deal with that one when the time comes!
To be a mother.. something i cant describe!
It is the best thing ever! As a little girl i use to stuff barbie clothes into my barbies shirts to make them pregnant.. and teddy bears under my shirt... to make the perfect little round bellies! lol!!! i guess it was because i was so obsessed with babies!
Life was perfect.., i idnt think anything else was more spectacular then being a mom.. then i got engaged! Life was now being complete!
I would have to say.. i was so stressed out... (even though there was no reason to be) I still was.. but in the end.. the day was perfect... just as everyone told me it would be... i had not a care in the world except that my family was complete!
God has blessed me with such a perfect little family... and so much more! I am so thankful to have what i have and to have made the decisions in life i made... because like i said... It wouldnt of made me who i am today....=) So what that i didnt get good grades...(dont ever tell my kids that because i will promise u.. they will be straight A kids!) I am a stay at home mom with my family... and i have everything i need... i dont need a college backround... to be a mom/wife... i think it just come natural to me! i love my life and i wouldnt change it for the world!
KLZ