Genesis 1:28
God blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground.
God has blessed me so much! He gave me an awesome Husband and a perfect little boy! I dont think that my life would be complete with out either of them!
Every day i thank him for what i have.... and pray for the things i dont have...The one thing I have been praying for is another baby... it took longer then i thought... but i know it is all in Gods time.. i know that when it was the right time... the perfect time it will happen... as much as i told myself that.. it still hurt i wasn't pregnant yet... i mean everyone else was and everyone else could just sneeze and they would be pregnant... but i know that my life was pre~planned... and everything had "a time" In the mean time i kept myself busy by cleaning playing with my little boy, family things.. meeting new family members and friends! I told myself that if this is the life God had intended me to have i would be thankful for the family i have... and i was... But still in the back of my head i wasnt satisfied...(sounds horrible but i wasnt) and i think God was trying to tell me the whole time to be patient...(one thing i am horrible horrible horrible at) so on Feb 6th 2011... i just couldnt wait anymore... i had to buy just 1 more test.. and i told myself that this would be the last one... cause i just didnt want to be disapointed anymore...
I was so excited... that when i got home a put away only 2 out of my 5 bags f groceries and when i came across the bag with the test in it i just so happened to have to pee..(sorry if thats too tmi) so i went in and BOOM! it was positive! i couldnt be happier! I literally bounced out of the bathroom and threw the test at Ben! He was excited as well! we called everyone we could think of and everyone we could think of called us! I spun the Benny around in circles.. and i know he was wondering why his mom was such a nut! but he still loved it and laughed and jumped with me!!!
I am ready for the big belly, the mood swings, cravings, going to the bathroom every 30 seconds, morning sickness (well in my case ALL DAY sickness), and that everlasting love for a new person in my life! I am nervous about being a mom of 2... juggling the mom tasks with 2 babies attached to me... late nights...
But i know when God is in control... i know he wont give me anything i cant handle~
Thankyou God for giving me this life inside me! Without you it wouldnt be possible! Thankyou for creating this little person in the most perfect way, so perfect to fit in our family.... Thankyou
