Tired....

Well here i sit... the week before i move into my NEW HOME! And i am so tired... I am so tired of all the stress that is put into the whole thing... i hate to pack, i hate to look at the empty room that you can hear you own voice in it when you talk ... i hate how not homey it is... Tonight i cleaned out my stove... and i still have so much to do... i dont want to just throw things in a box... i want this to be orginized.. I feel as if there is so much to do in little time.. and on top of it still be mom and wife.. cook clean wash wipe.. you get the point.. I feel like i should be excited about this... but im not...maybe it will all be changed the day we move....
Though... I can not wait to have my own house that i can paint and decorate how ever i want.. and i can not wait to sit in my own backyard and play with my dog and son... and drink my coffee while benny plays in his sand box!
I do also have to say how thankful i am... I am so thankful that God has been in control the whole time.. from the time we started to look.. Leading us from house to house.. none of them fitting the requirements we wanted... or yet would be in our price range... except 1... but like i said... God was in control... I prayed and prayed for God to show me that this was right... and he did... and that did not happen.. saddened by this we kinda gave up.. looking at house to house.. nothing that we felt even comfortable to make an offer or just settle on... God knew what he was doing the whole time..
So on tuesday.. our prayers will be answered and we will be home owners! The family gatherings, the parties, the hard times and the good times that we will create as a family.. as "The Zimblemans" are exciting and good...Something great to look forward to!
So for now.. i am going to go to sleep.. because i am tired... because tomorrow is another day... tomorrow is a start of a new begining...
Good Night