A Fresh start

I'm not one to celebrate lent... so this has NOTHING to do with Lent... its just a decision i made with God and for my children....

Lately i have been consuming my time with "other things" (cleaning, my self pitty, worrying about the small things, facebook, pinterest, and other things) and not giving my children enough of my "free time". So starting today.... i am going to sign on at only 2 times a day.. once in the A.M. to "catch up" and at night after the kids are sleeping and my hubby and I are relaxing.... This reason isnt because of "how much i hate facebook" or anything like that... actually i LOVE facebook i love hearing the drama i love seeing whats going on in peoples lives... which has led me to neglect my life.... So.... I feel my children need me to get down to their level and be with them... as many times as i "sit down" during the day just to check up.. i will be kneeling down instead to draw a spaceship, to fly around like a superhero, to hug, to snug, for kisses , and toy time! The reason i am doing this is because i feel like i dont do it enough... i need more QUALITY time with my kids... yes you think that being a stay at home mom i have all the time in the world to have quality time with my kids... but i dont.. i consume my days with cleaning and other things... also i feel like this may help with Benny... ;lately he has been so bad... and maybe this will change him! So... if you need me throughout the day feel free to text me.. and if i dont answer right away.. its because i am with my babies... they are my world! they are my everything! So i will continue to make them my all! my every moment... because it does go fast... they will be teenagers before i know it and i will be sad i wasted my time on Facebook instead of doing things with them! So... for now... lets see if i can do this... i know i can because i love my children... yes i may slip up because i am human... but dont hate on me because of it... cause no one is perfect! i just may have and "extra min" while the boys are sleeping... and i have done everything! So starting now my world is my kids and Husband... and i am happy with that!